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For all but one year I've lived quite happily with my father and older brother, establishing a wonderfully settled life. I enjoy attending church, I openly admitt that, as well as being with my savior. Often I can get worked up and emotional about things, but in the end I'm fine. Normally I don't go proclaiming my intermost thoughts, but I'll try my best on this. My goal being for it become a place of sanctuary and remembrence. A place to orginize my thoughts, to attempt controlling my feelings unlike I've done for my lifetime at this point. Usually masking anything not of a happy, optomistic nature, I think this will become a refuge for those feelings, and hopefully people will be able to relate to some of the issues going on in my life. I'm quite sure that this will contain optomism, as even with my few hiden feelings, I have a care-free nature, which I will never overthrow to turn this into something it's not. The point being for it to become, a window, as well as a comparison, to my very essence. Not that someone like me has much to pour out, I just believe that I can't supress all of my negitivity for much longer. I had other ways, writing it down on varias sheets of paper in form of poetry, but now that my dad has begun to want me to write and the fear of him reading it has caused an abrupt stop it all. I doubt he will ever discover this, so, for now I feel as if the burden of that mask has been lifted. I have high hopes of this journal, and I pray it will be all I long for it to.

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